i cant resist guys hu smell good and look smart.. haha.. hu care? :p
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mommy and sis went KL with de rest of de ladies on friday.. i'm left alone with daddy.. not like it bothers me.. just.. oh well.. i'm basically like alone.. lets not go dere.. haha... appt letter has been signed.. got my job.. workin as an admin executive.. location.. raffles place & clarke quay.. some where in between..
met up with ostrich tan on sat.. had nydc with ms tan and py.. haha.. was supposed to go to de loo in heeren ended up going shopping instead.. haha.. dumb dumb.. py had ice cream later on.. and we went home.. not going to tell u de details la.. cuz we're alwayz mean.. :p
slpt early on sat nite.. had to go church on sunday morning.. woke up like 6.30am sundae morning.. had breakfast.. went to church.. after de service had lunch.. went town.. was a bad jam.. cuz it was raining quite heavily and itz sunday afterall... went to get another skirt from flowers in de attic (got a shirt dere on sat nite with my darling :> ) went isetan later on.. loads of nice clothes! but some are really not worth de marnie.. kinda ex.. all victorian.. very sweet.. very me.. bought another top and skirt at isetan.. could have bought more if i had a platinum sub (not my a/c! :p) kakaka.. waitin for ppl to gib.. *hint hint* hahahaha..
lately.. i'm into online shopping.. its still yahoo auctions.. but it aint de sg site.. itz de taiwan site.. got from my dottie de sites selling accessories and really pretty clothes.. i'm so addicted! i'm so dead! hahaha.. weeeeee... dottie sae i nv post pics up.. fone spoilt neh! going to buy my N80 soon (prob next week).. and a new digicam! thinkin sony i-cant-rem-de-model.. all pretty stuffs.. when i get my cams den i'll post pics up ks? promise!!! hehehe.. meanwhile.. my time is soo soo packed.. from concerts to shoppings to coffee with de gers.. to my darling! so ppl.. if possible plz tell me early when u wanna meet me so i can fix my time! thx babes! love ya all loads! muackz! =)
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i love all things victorian-
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This is a post mother's day post.......
created for my beloved Mum, my "mommy" tazy, and my 2 wonderful "dottie" and "nu-er"
I'm not exactly good with my words but to my mom.. thou she's nv gonna read this.. i wanna sae.. regardless of everything that has happened from the past till now.. regardless of how rebellious i was in de past.. how i alwayz neglect my family due to many many reasons.. how couldnt care less i seem... i really care.. and i wanna sae.. i really really love u mommy... never will i stop loving u.. u were dere for me alwayz.. directly or indirectly.. ur presence comforts me... and as i grow older this feeling is even stronger... i nv wanna be apart from u.. i love u =)
to my "mommy" tazy... well.. guess he aint gonna read this either.. but he's been a great friend.. alwayz ard... alwayz trying to be funny.. well.. i dun alwayz seem to be on the same frequency as him but i care for him as a friend.. and i love him as a friend too.. happy mother's day "mommy"!!!
to both my "daughters" my pretty dottie andrea and my cutesy nu-er ebel.. thank you both for being so so sweet for leaving a tag for me on mother's day.. andrea's really a gem.. someone u can confide and trust in.. and ebel is a cutesy loose screw lil ger hu really is more mature den many ppl out dere... thank you both for being in my life...
lastly.. i wanna thank the lord for bringing these wonderful ppl into my life...
created by yours truly.........
*more on the wonderful ppl in my life next time* =)
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examz ended on 16/05/06... well.. lets not go into details bout de papers.. dey are.. fine.. lol..
went for my appt on the next dae examz ended.. was given medicine as usual.. lets just sae.. not improving.. which is.. bad.. -shrugs- anywayz.. went shopping after dat with my sis.. bought a pair of nice jeans.. =) went home really really tired.. my feet were so sore!
thurs was spent at home resting..
friday was stayover at baobei's house with de rest of de gang.. mommy, bra`der, uncle, adede, ogk, juju, daddy and ellen were all dere.. something scary happened... i was in the standing in the toilet tokin to ju.. everything just felt so surreal.. something is not right.. my mind was spining.. and according to ju.. i was spinin my head too.. den i felt breathlessness and suddenly i think i'm like gonna die.. it's like an asthma attack.. but it wasnt it was worst.. much worse.. ju brought me to the living room ware i tried to lie down on a pillow trying to recover.. after some i duno how long.. i felt much better.. it was really scary.. felt like i was gonna die... wads gonna happen to me.. i wonder......
came home from baobei's house on sat morning.. reached home at bout 8am in the morning.. switched off my mobile and just slpt.. i had a concert to catch in the evening.. no risking going to a symphony performance slpy (higher tendency of falling aslp!) woke up in the afternoon to tonnes of sms-es regarding evening activities.. but but but.. no time to prepare! anywayz.. arranged to meet ben at 6pm at marina outside carl's jr... but some ppl very smart... 6.30pm den reach! haha.. no larh.. he was searching for a parkin lot.. darn parking lots... alwayz have trouble lookin for dem.. we had dinner at the Asian Kitchen... i would sae de food was alright only.. nothing fantastic... but i loved de fruit punch.. oh well.. i love fruit punch anywhere anytime.. haha.. proceeded to Esplanade for the performance.. we caught the NORDIC ADVENTURES: KULLERVO SYMPHONY (dats a cut and paste -_-) anywayz.. i would sae de SSO performance was generally good.. but de kullervo symphony was a lil too draggy for my likin.. but it was better towards the end... but the YL Male Voice Choir was fantastic!! well.. there is a reason i'm watching Finnish boys sing Finnish Folk Songs... haha.. i'm not gonna sae dey are cute cuz stage lights too bright dey are blinding! my eyes arent too good.. getting old ya knw? lol.. but their vocals.. wow! terrific! and ya knw.. after de 2 1/2hr performance, Finnish suddenly makes sense after all.. haa.. due to de dumb fact that de concert hall has no reception, i had no means of sms-ing my darling.. led to a long wait for her.. i felt so bad.. i so so so wanted to meet her up todae.. :< sorry darling.. next week i promise! i'll leave next week specially for u! hehe! but still such a coincidence for me to see her at de bustop outside esplanade after de concert.. passed her The Dutchess that i got for her.. hope she likes it... do u like it ms tan???? =D as her bus came already.. we had to part.. but promised to meet next week.. =) ben drove me home after dat.. as he's been living in the northern part of sg (i think it's north.. i got directional prob pardon me on this) whole of his life, getting me home to the western part of Singapore seem like a task... haha! we missed this exit, missed that turn, got lost to keppel marina and finally got home.. but de hr ride was fun.. we had alot fun yakkin rubbish on the car.. well.. all in all.. i had a really wonderful day today.. thanks to all de nice ppl in my life.. and de wonderful ppl i met todae.. mainly ben, ms b and py =D
why cant i seem to find finnish songs to dl?! haha!
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1:27 AM
well.. haven been bloggin for the past 2 weeks or so due to my examz.. have been bz studying (as if! haha) for my examz.. well.. truth be told.. i was so nervous on my 1st paper that i actually contemplated giving the paper a miss.. well yea.. i knw i shouldnt do dat.. but i was so nervous.. just so nervous my hands were shaking while i was writting.. but de paper was alright.. not too bad.. *praying hard i can pass* haha..
i haven been feeling so for quite some time.. but while i was having my sociology paper, i just started feeling happy... i just kept smiling to myself while writting out de impt pts on economic base.. haha.. but it was a good feeling.. i still duno why i felt so.. well.. i just felt so.. haa.. well i guess.. it's time i had snapped out of the fairytales dream and return to reality.. knwing things make me happy.. i guess snapping myself out of this dream is de thing dat is making me happy.. and really.. i'm happy with my status quo right now.. i'm contemplating travelling alone.. thinking spain.. but i cant speak espanol... haha.. still planning on travelling plans.. hehe..
haven seen my darling for soooo long.. since her examz till now... will look for her after my last paper.. ms tan i miss u soooo much! =)
slightly less den a week later.. i'll be free!!!! weeeeee.. i'm a free gerrrrr.. hahahaha
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