was supposed to have a lunch date with SOMEONE on mondae.. but mr someone forgot omg -.-'' 1st time someone forgot a date with me.. bu hui qu si.. zzzz lol..
went ktv with uncle on tues.. just sang sang sang for 4 hrs.. sing until no more nice songs to sing.. uncle still went to sing ktv with his ex colleagues after dat.. zhen li hai!!!!! -_-
wed was spent at home.. cant rem wad exactly was i doing.. something la.. probably swooning over gerrard again.. hahahhaa! nothing beats dat k? LOL
thurs.. which is todae.. decided dat i'll call my son oliver next time.. oliver jeremy.. or oliver nicholas.. even better.. oliver jeremy nicholas.. hey! nice name.. i like oliver.. ollie ollie.. so cute! hahahaha! spent abit of last nite and today doing up soci notes.. would be proceeding to holland v to study on sat with prob my sis.. hmmm.. well.. we'll see about dat..
tried to put up the carlsberg ad with my beloved gerrard in it.. but unfornately.. i duno how to use de blardee coding.. so.. well.. just go youtube and search for it k? CARLSBERG! lol or just watch de blardee tv.. yea u knw? de black lil boxy? heheh..
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11:37 PM
i dun care wad others sae.. i love gerrard! hahahhaha
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7:59 PM
PFA Player of the Year as annouced this morning: Steven George Gerrard. Captain of Liverpool Football Club, Midfielder No. 8, England's National Team Midfielder No. 4 and the cutest boy i've ever seen. He's a true gem. You should just see him on the field.. His passion for Liverpool is there for all to see. Nope.. no Chelsea no Real Madrid fan is gonna see him don their jersey. He's a true blue REDS from deep within.. I love that boy to the bits!
Just see him in the Carlsberg Commercial. You'll love him all de same! =)
I simply love this boy! =)
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7:34 PM
studied at esplanade library on monday... funny ppl at the library.. or rather.. funny weird uncle listening to weird songs sitting beside me.. hahahhaa.. glaring sun den heavy rain.. weird weather.. everything's weird.. hahahha...
stuffs i bought online came todae.. but i wasnt at home to receive dem.. went for my appt.. de nurse was surprised my followup is so close.. yep.. i'm seeing her on quite a regular basis.. she just increased de dosage of meddy.. my condition is slightly improving.. but as i was only on it for a week.. de difference wouldnt show as much.. we'll just have to increase de dosage and try to see how it goes.. but de medicine's expensive! itz almost 2 bucks for A pill.. -_- i'm gonna go broke since i cant stop this medicine.. de problem with this problem and medicine i have is that u have to keep relyin on this medicine.. once u stop.. u get a relapse.. i'm sooo gonna die from medicine eating -.-'''
gonna go collect de stuff i bought tml from the post office.. cant wait to see how dey look like.. haha.. i have another shipment coming in from LA in approximately 6-10 days time.. THAT i m really excited.. something i really like at 1st sight.. i wished dey had more den 1 of it.. i could get it as a gift.. but dey only had 1.. it's ok.. i'll look for something else to get as a gift..
here i am sitting in front of my com... i cant help but think of a sentence told to me by Umer.. a sentence dat i posted earlier..
"nothing is all wrong, even a clock that has stopped working is right twice a day" i believe things are gonna start getting better... when u are at de bottom.. dere is no ware else u can go but up.. =)
Reading at the moment: My Story - A Child Called 'It'
Plans for the moment: Thailand trip
People missing at the moment: Brina Tan JL!!!!!!! and all my beloved friends...
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4:42 PM
it aint working on me.. i aint feeling any better.. in fact i feel worse.. my hands cant stop trembling.. my heartbeat is too fast.. i cant breathe properly and i feel nausea.. i think i'll go pop a pill and rest.. i cant take it no more.
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12:30 AM
went for my appt.. was given some medication.. collected my passport after that and went for a lil shopping.. i saw this really really cute guy.. haha.. cuter den anyone i've known so far :p (u knw hu i'm tokin bout haha) anywayz.. not de pt.. went ktv with ellen after dat.. went home after ktv.. met my sec sch classmate on de bus.. chatted abit.. came home.. did a few stuffs online and went to bed.. woke up only in the afternoon.. was really really tired.. decided to take a break from my studying schedule today.. i needa take a break.. meddy making me really tired.. and no.. it's not cuz of my gastric prob... if u shld knw.. u would knw.. =)
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4:59 PM
i've just completed my target for the day.. bahz.. didnt study in de day.. switched to studying at nite.. i guess i can acomplish more at nite when dere is absolutely nth for me to do anymore (no 1 calling/smsing, no tv, no ppl online, emails done, blog done, shopping done-shopping's nv done- no going out temptation) hahaha.. so i've completed stats 1 chapter 1 -5.. i'll be completing the remaining 6-10 preferbably (must lor!) by tml..
meeting my da laopo at KAP to study tml nite.. NITE -_- nite as in.. MIDNITE... my goodness.. shake head.. how hardworking m i nowadaes.. forgo my sleep to study.. hahaha! nahx.. i have targetx to meet.. i've got promises to keep.. i've got ppl not to fail.. so well.. yea.. de stress is dere to do well.. but itz also dere to push me and keep me going..
i'm happy with de way my life is going.. just dat.. at de current moment.. i'm too happy i cant slp! hahahhaa.. why happy? beats me.. -shrugs-
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6:22 AM
i just cant seem to wake up early.. -_-
i actually 1st woke up at 9.30am?! but somehow i went back to slp and de next time i saw de time was 2.30pm.. wtf?! ok this is real bad.. i cant seem to stick to my new study plan.. but at least i can still catch up with my chapters to be done todae.. or so i wish.. hmmmm.. well.. off to study.. this is really boring.. stuck at home with marx weber and durkheim everydae.. bahz...
i'm getting really excited at something.. so excited i cant get to slp at nite.. haha..
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4:15 PM
after my phone chat with someone last nite.. i've came up with a new study plan... yep.. i've accepted his idea.. and yea.. so my new plan would finish my stats 1, 2 and soci in 2 weeks time... hahahhaa.. so by de end of next wk i shld be able to tackle all the questions in my past year papers... and wad i'll do is i'll wake up early everydae.. probably 9 or 10? go for a jog.. come back.. take a hot bathe. and study.. hahahha.. itz a PLAN... whether i'm gonna adhere to it anot.. well.. we'll review in a weeks time.. haha
anywayz.. someone made my day yesterdae.. nth special he did... just dat.. well.. when someone u expect would prob nv call u.. calls u and askes bout how u r.. shows u a lil concern when u r stressed out? well.. i do dat to ppl.. but besides my best frend.. no 1 ever did dat to me.. haha.. well it was de 1st ytd.. so.. well.. he really made my day.. haha.. plz dont start presuming u knw hu he is.. and blah blah blah.. he's just a frend.. a nice frend.. dats all! =D
okies.. off to studying...
i love my books!
haha
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4:48 PM
nothing is all wrong, even a clock that has stopped working is right twice a day
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10:51 PM
soci is getting so interesting itz driving me crazy.. stats too! yea! hahaha
i see my future drawing near.. hahahhahaah
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2:30 PM
today marks the end of a chapter of my life and the start of a whole new chapter..
i'm gonna start my life anew..
well.. dere are actually lotsa things i wanna write.. but my mind's not functionally correctly right now.. itz time to rest i guess..
haha...
anywayz..
i cant write stuff like wad u did..
but i just wanna sae i love u ger! and i thank you for alwayz being with me by my side regardless of anything...
thank you brina tan.. =)
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12:27 AM
u drive me crazy with ur mere existence...
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3:28 AM
payday = spend day..
hahahahhaa...
i just got my pay and i blew 100 bucks.. or was it more?
not quite sure.. bought a cap.. a pair of shoes.. and some other blah blah blah
lol
i've yet to find de time to go levis..
prob gonna go after my examz..
not gonna have much time to go out..
so doesnt make sense to buy new jeans
haha...
bahz
i just like shopping...
i'm a happy ger.. i used to be deprived.. now i can do wad i wan with no worries!
w900i here i come! weeeeeeeeee...
i'm tired after all de walking todae.. so tired my brain cant think anymore..
i love piggy! lol.. but some ppl dun like to be pig.. hahahhaa..
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3:46 AM
i miss you..
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3:03 AM
