e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

i talk. she shouts. (HAHA!)

i say,"fuck la." she says, " !#$*&%#)*^ "

she tells me her probs, i listen.i tell her my probs, she listens.

when she shops, she buys watever i says is nice on her AND ends up not wearing some.

i glare at darl when angry, she screams at her bf when angry.

i smile. she whines. (HAHA!)

when i m bullied, she stands up for me.

i am assertive. She loves her bf to make decisions.

i sleep at night, she studies at night.i study in the day, she sleeps in the day.

i love White. She loves Black.

i like Adidas. She likes LV.

i like Cartier. She likes Tiffany&Co.

i want to learn taiji. She wants to learn kick-boxing.

i like the beach in the day. She likes the beach at night.

i work in the day. she works in the night (no no, it's not some red-light district job)

Our similarities.

We haf long, black hair.

We are not fair.

We haf the same kind of specs. (hers =red, mine=purple)

We prefer chilling to clubbing.

We are violent and crazy.

We love ppl with lame jokes.

We love SHOES!

We haf the same shoes.

We love to shop tgt.

We love bitching tgt. (& we admit tt we're bitches at times)

We love to bully our partner.

We haf extreme moods. (esp when we start bitching, nothing nice comes out)

We love to go k-boxing.

We love to complain tt we are fat. (HAHA!)

We love to look at pretty, classy girls and say,"wah. so pretty.."

We haf the same kind of ambition, dream tt can only be fulfilled by ourselves.

and tt's y we click so well despite minute differences,

tt's y we are best friends. :)

-taken frm my best friend's blog-

thank you darling(my best friend.. not my bf! -_- can i post ur name? =D~ ).. u're de best! =D

ingenue
1:23 AM

this is shinku.. frm de anime rozen maiden.. pretty hor? lol.. itz my irc nick.. and someone asked.. so i decided to post it.. lol.. pretty pretty.. btw.. itz supposed to bi a doll.. lol..

ingenue
3:05 PM

my goodness.. 19 more daes to my 1st paper.. de intensity of this whole thing is killin me!!!!! i'm feeling like i cant breathe!!!!! i have no time to lose! shessh.. i've limited myself to 5 daes for 1 module.. duno got enuff time anot.. :(

saw my ngee ann stats lecturer ytd.. -_- shessh.. dun really like to see old lecturers feel.. i duno.. aha.. intimidated by dem.. ahaha..

anywayz.. i found a pix of Shinku.. i gonna put it up soon.. when i find de time -_- or when i find de prog... lolx!

oki.. i shall go study my stats... 4 more chaps to go for stats 1! -_- lol..
oh.. and brina! we shall go out after our examz! i'm gonna nuts soon! aha.. hugs! good luCk for ur examz! heh =D

ingenue
2:49 PM

went sakae sushi with brina and py and darling for buffet on fri... ate agedashi toufu! ahaha.. i like toufu =x dis stupid butch kept staring at py as we walked in.. yea.. my best frend is pretty.. jealous so u stare at her bf?! assholeeee... aha.. anywayz.. she was pathetic.. i said wtf u lookin at.. she didn't even said anything back... how pathetic can some ppl get.. and resort to sendin bluetooth sms.. aha! DUMB!

din get to collect my fone.. m1 paragon didn't have de stock for 6680... :( dey wanted to gimme de o2 fone... de fellow said i could sell it outside for around 1.2k.. but would anyone buy? -shrugs- still considering.. anywayz.. de collection is till 31st of may.. long way to go.. i'll wait for de time being prayin dat my fone doesnt die on me in de time being.. aha..

aha.. anywayz.. fri was really fun.. i alwayz loved going out with brina.. she understands me.. and bitch ard with me!!! aha.. =x i feel most at ease with her.. heh.. she understands me better den bb.. hmph.. right bb?! lol... and yea.. i'm a bitch.. i admit.. someone called winnie used to sae i'm a bitch? aha... letmme tell u.. it takes one to knw one.. so it takes one bitch to see another.. if u sae i'm a bitch.. i'm sorry my dear but u're one too.. =)

watched some tv last nite... magic kitchen! nice show.. aha.. y nice? nah.. not cuz of jerry yan or andy lau.. itz cause i'm a very novel kinda person.. i dream too much i think.. dreamer -_- lol.. my ideal man is one dat walks right out of de novel... dun understand wad i mean? their character! their perserverance towards love! if u still dun understand.. try watchin magic kitchen - jerry yan... meteor garden - jerry yan... mars - vick zhou... not de looks for god sake! itz their character! i loveeeeeeee dem.. aha... =X

brina! u knw y de fat ppl get to u? aha.. dey jealous! de overly thin ppl oso! dey jealous!!! next time dey show u such attitude.. plz tell dem.. i knw u dun wanna serve me juz cause u're afraid u'll look bad standin next to me.. but anywayz u still look bad.. so would u plz be nice and serve me? thank you... -grins- LOL! i'm bein so mean =x

Dip it low pick it up slow roll it all around poke it out like your back broke
Pop ta pop ta pop that thing
Ima show ya how to make ya man say Ohhhhh
Christina Milian - Dip it low

ingenue
2:29 PM

had a few random tots for de past few daes.. but aint sufficient enuff to blog dwn and certain things i choose not to blog.. for sometimes.. i feel dis internet thingy aint save enuff.. it seems like ppl are peekin at ur own lil privacy.. not like i have anyting to hide but juz.. i hate de idea of ppl i dislike readin dis.. aha..

went with bb to his camp gathering on sunday.. had dinner at marche.. de food was.. Okay... not too bad.. but not fantastic either.. proceeded to cineleisure to watch 'the pacifier' de was aint too bad either... lol.. bb wanted 'Mr. X' so.. yep... got it for him.. itz this thingy whereby u'll hang on ur hp.. this 'Mr. X' figure actually has a "dick" dat reacts to radiation.. ya.. so it lights up whenever u make a call.. yes.. de "dick" lights up.. aha..

went to town with darling on tues.. had lunCh at ramen ten... ended up with a bill of 30 bux... how on earth do one eat 30 bux worth of food dere?! shessh.. -_- after lunch we walked around orchard and managed to get a pencilcase for bb... a red ripcurl pencilcase.. ya.. de big kind.. den we went kinokuniya to get stationery.. ok.. de pencilcase itself is 19 bux.. whereas de stationery is worth 30 bux!!! shessh... lata on.. i decided to get a pencilcase too... aha.. but mine ish bigger den bb's!!!! itz bigger den py's oso! lol.. how big? a lil smaller den A4... aha.. i'll take a pic of it soon and post it up! lol.. but now i'm wondering if itz too big for me... i have nth to put... -_- it currently holds my notebook.. calculator.. stationery.. mp3 player.. wallet hp.. etc etc etc.. ahaha.. =x

i wanna learn yoga... i'm quite keen on it.. but i'm still lookin for ppl to acc me! anyone interested call me ks? =D sadly.. my best friend is more interested in taiji.. o_O" i call taiji watermelon cutting.. aha!!! brina! plz becareful of de tiko lao ah pehs... lol...

will be meeting my best frend and her bf for sushi buffet on fri! heh! and.. ya! i got de letter frm m1! ahaha.. so happy!!!! i'm gonna go see foneeeee... heh.. brina we'll go before de buffet ks? heh! help me choose nice nice fone! ahaha.. =x so exciting!!!! ahaha.. =X

before i sign off.. dere's sth interesting i saw somewhere...

"you are a legend,
we are myths and together,
we are folklores"

ingenue
1:40 AM

ahahahahahahhaa.. cannot stop laughing!!!!!! lolx.. i've won de 1st prize ever in my entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lOlx.. serious speakin.. i've nv won a single thing in my whole life.. i nv really believed in draws and all.. and i dun gamble.. so i've nv really won anything.. but i decided to give it a try de other dae on de M1 site.. and guess wad?! I WON!!!! aha.. i won a fone!!! dun knw wad fone.. i'll knw when i recieve de letter.. my goodness!!! i'm sooooo estatic.. i couldnt stop tokin bout it! and i'm DYINNNNNNN to tell everyone.. Brina!!! i called u first!!!! but i guess u were already asleep.. =x but really!!! i'm juz soooooo happy!!!! ahahaah =X lol... someone stop dis madness in me!!!!! shessh! lol anywayz.. itz de M1 8th anniversary draw.. i got bored cuz bb was slpin and i had nth to do.. so i decided to give it a try.. guess wad! i won on de last dae of de draw! how lucky! omg! loLx.. click here <<--- to see.. 8th of April.. and find my name!!! so so so happy!!!!! ahaha =x

ah.. and i've saved enuff for darling's crumpler!!!! i'm kinda like Brina in some sense.. i cant keep secrets from bb... i rem yeemun used to sae brina and me are like peiling? aha.. i beg to differ.. i think brina and i are more alike.. obviously not physically.. but character wise.. we are so muCh more alike.. aha.. =x so now i've finally saved enuff for his bag! aha.. next.. i gotta save for my birkenstock.. heh.. currently.. i'm so happy.. so overwhelmed with all de happy things dat.. i feel like studyin so muCh!!! aha.. i have de urge.. de rush.. to study!!!!! aha.. how AMAZING! LOL!!!!

tml will bi going marche with bb to meet his campmates... erm... not really keen on marche... but.... nvm.. itz alrite.. i'm in a good good mood!!! heh.. will bi going shopping b4 meeting his campmates! shopping shopping.. heh.. bb u pay ah!!!! :p lalallaa..

-lalalalala... happy!!!!! heheh.. happy!!!!! weeeeeeeeee-

ingenue
5:40 AM

FARKING HELL! type a hell of a post.. and blogger.. ERROR! deleted it aawayyyy.. tmd!!!!!

gonna cut everything short..

wrk.. SUX!!!!!!
found out dat ky is actually wrking at IRC!
went out with brina.. had a FUN FUN FUN day!!!!!
realised dat i'm brina's cute date.. lol :P
loads of job finding.. wrking.. marnie earnin.. and shopping to do...
birkenstock.. crumpler.. swiss army... VS! all on my list.. and and and.. A BLARDEE NOKIA FONE! FARK MY SONY ERICSSON! zzzz..

-de coming few mths are gonna bi sooooo exciting with all de plans dat i'm gonna bi executing.. heh-

ingenue
5:38 AM

woke up to brina's call.. she woke me up to ask me if i wanted to go out.. hmm.. lol.. knew sth wasnt rite.. i agreed.. got changed.. was late.. as usual.. I'M SORRY! =( met brina at jurong east mrt station.. brina nv meets me impromptu.. to me.. brina's more of an organised person with regards to appts and dates... py was supposed to be meeting her.. but had a change of plan last min.. so.. oh well.. lol..

we had lunch at orchard emerald mos burger.. den walked dwn to heeren.. shopped ard.. den decided to go wheelock to take a look at birkenstock sandles.. walked dwn.. and chatted lots on de way.. checked out de sandles at birkenstock.. and it was a tie between de papillio flora and de papillio flamingo.. dey are really nice!!! if i had de cash i would have bought dem right on de stop! but sadly.. i'm kinda low on cash now.. and darling refused to buy any footwear for me.. :( itz a superstition.. dat saes dat u cant buy footwear for ur other half if not dey would RUN AWAY -.-''' duhz... now i'll juz have to save save save.. save for my birkenstock.. :( and we wanna go waxing tgt! heh.. haben done anything like dat with any of my frends! gonna bi de first time! and with my best frend... so exciting.. LOL!

brina went to wrk with me.. she saw how my workplace was... for de first time.. lol.. like a warground.. LOL! she accompanied me and my boss to dinner.. den later we talked abit while i was wrking.. exchanged a few comments bout a few ppl.. haA! den py came and picked her up.. yea! py.. i'm her cute date! :p lolx..

darling came look for me after his class... had macdonalds.. played some games.. den went home.. he's tired already.. and he has class in lata in de morning.. i dun wan him to tire himself out.. it hurts me... so i asked him to go home at ard 11+..

cant rem wad time.. but ky suddenly msged me and asked me ware i wrking.. so i was telling him parklane.. and his reaction was.. WTF! KNN! .... apparently we were wrking in de same building.. -_- he was wrking at IRC... basement at parklane.. lol.. so qiao! went dwn to look for him.. tok for awhile den went back to wrk... den he came and look for him after he close shop.. lolx! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee next time got ppl acc me liao! lol.. got 1 more frendddddd... lOlx! aha..

got some stuff planned up.. very exciting! lol.. muz execute dem one by one.. and got lotsa shopping to do! lol.. muz find more jobs.. wrk wrk.. earn more marnie and go shopping! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i love shopping!!!! lolx :p

ingenue
5:02 AM