Thursday - 20/1/05
Went to sch for last stats lecture of de sch year.. bernard has alwayz been a fun teacher.. gonna miss having him around.. but itz alwayz nice to have a free day resting and studying @ home.. haa.. bb came to pick me up after class.. picked up 4 of my classmates (ju anella kelvin jackson) and drove down to amk s-11 to have our lunch.. bb has a scary appetite.. shessh.. for lunch alone he ate a total of 8 gyoza 2 popiahs 1 bowl of ba chor mee 2 pineapples 1 papaya and 1 honeydew.. shessh.. i think he's gonna bi 2 mths pregnant very soon.. haa.. after lunch sent ju back and went to jo's hse... saw jo's daddy for de 1st time.. OMG!!!! he simply de youngest best lookin fittest daddy around dat i've seen.. juz.. OMG! and.. he looks like xu nai lin! lOL...but anywayz.. helped jo with de bbq preparations.. den jo's mommy sent us to de chalet.. picked celia darling up on de way to de chalet.. ben and clara came 1st.. den bb came.. ben and bb started de fire... and de next thing i can rem is de fire was too huge and wi had to pour water over de fire to extinguish it.. haa! den ben.. ju.. clara.. ah xiang.. bb and me sat around de mahjong table for some mj... mj was kinda fun.. haven had mj for sometime.. thou i wasnt de one playin.. it was nice to juz sit ard and watch.. haa.. i kinda like mj.. left around 1am+... brought ah xiang along to changi village for some nasi lemak and ah gua watching.. haa.. dere was dis ah gua and he/she really looks like a ger! haa!!! sent ah xiang back to de chalet.. chatted on de car... i was telling bb i really like dis boi.. he's really cute! lolx..
Friday - 21/1/05
meet bb @ jurong east mrt... somehow or rather i like takin de train with bb... duno y.. maybe cuz when he dun drive he can concentrate on me! lol :p took an mrt to cityhall to meet brina and py.. finally met her after sooooooo long.. haben seen her in such a long time!!!! i miss her so much.. heh.. went to cafe cartel @ suntec for dinner.. de dinner was SO much wi couldnt finish it... we packed up de food wi couldnt finish.. walked down to de marina waterfront(is dis de correct name for it? -shrugs-) a lil sth happened dere.. brina and py left 1st.. i felt bad.. haben seen her for so long and yet i cant spend quality time with her.. :< sorry ger! i'll make it up to u another day ks?! wi'll go out agn.. i miss u!!! miss having sincere ppl around.. =) -hugs-
Saturday - 22/1/05
Sat is de day for work work work!!!! lol..met bb @ cck mrt.. took 190 to orchard.. wanted eat ramen but dey still din have ramen den.. lousy =\ lol.. went to long john silvers... bb was sayin eatin dere makes him feel young cuz de ppl ard him are all KIDS.. lol.. but but but... if ppl ard u are all kids.. aint it supposed to make u feel.. OLD? weird bb.. lol =x walked down to wisma atria... went to beetle bugs... bb wanted to get a pair of shoes.. but i advised him against buyin shoes 1st.. cuz itz alwayz wise to buy clothes 1st b4 getting shoes to match.. went up to de car model shop.. dey used to sell ferrari tees dere.. bb wanted to get 1.. but apparently dey are moving and have returned all de stock.. guess wi'll have to make a trip down to suntec some other dae.. orchard was sooooo freakin packed with ppl dat wi decided to juz go down to de lan shop.. lol.. reached @ bout 630.. and after dat it'll bi de usual stuff.. workin and all.. flared up quite alot on sat.. -shrugs- bb juz seems to like to irritate me.. zzzz
Sunday - 23/1/05
nua @ home whole dae... had my hair cut.. darling advised me to do so.. if not de split ends will split further and my hair would look like maggie sooner or lata! lol.. quite alot was snipped off.. now i cant twist my hair de way i like to do it.. :< i kept complainin its short short short.. but when bb met me for supper.. he said it wasnt! -_- and he said he likes my hair... ok... was dat sentence juz to pacify me or he really means it?! lol..went to kap mac.. i was juz jokin with de 20 piece nuggets and bb really went to order dem.. i ate till i felt so terrible... my body's getting weird.. i cant eat too much.. alil more and i'll juz feel bloated and breathelessness.. and feel like pukin.. :<
Monday - 24/1/05
woke up feeling terrible!!! de nuggets are still bugging me.. feel so damn terrible in de morning.. wore specs to sch todae.. bb gave me a weird look went i got on de car.. o_O wads so weird bout my new hairdo with my specs?! shessh... had soci lecture on bureaucracy todae.. 1st time in a long time dat i actually paid full attention during soci lecture.. after listening to Dr. Wong on bureaucracy.. i suddenly have an urge to major in sociology... to me.. it all seems so logical.. so real... so much like de real truth dat we've all been deprived of.. alienated from.. i was telling mich i wanna major in soci.. and since SIM dun offer a degree in soci.. guess i'll have to do dat after i get my degree... ate chicken rice for lunch.. big BIG mistake.. felt sooooo terrible 15 mins after i finish eating... i spent half of de maths tutorial in de toilet pukin out de chicken rice... i felt soooo terrible... bb came and picked me up.. went to lot 1 to get some stuff.. and came home.. slpt abit.. woke up abit.. slpt abit agn.. and here and me.. completing dis long long post of mine.. :)
-time heals everything.. but some things can never be forgotten-
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8:45 PM
i need some entertainment! i'm sooooo freakin cold.. and soooooo freakin bored.. i got like a maths assignment due tml but i'm juz too lazy to complete it.. anywayz i cant understand it.. makes no sense for me to TRY to do it.. cuz i cant even understand it.. duhz.. we'll see how tml.. -shrugs-
oh btw.. for ppl hu duno.. danny is my bf.. bb = baby = my bf = danny.. UNDERSTOOD? lol.. my darling is 20.. studying @ MIS.. graduating dis march.. completed NS... avid soccer fan.. loves liverpool... loves red and de num 13... is a libra... good @ maths(according to him)... acts like a big kid at times... nags at me all de time.. loves amazing race for some reason... loves wrx... has a fetish for uniforms(opps.. did i sae dat? LOL =X) loves bullyin me(someone help!!!!).. loves zaizai(de tortoise soft toy in his car).. loves me(hopefully -_-).. is being loved by me(dis is true horrrrr)... and is 1 mth pregnant =X [dis is all de info my tired brain can generate @ de moment.. will fill u up with more details in de future =x]
brinaaaaaa.... ware r wi going on frii?????????? lol.. plz decide and call me asap.. :p and dun come my hseeee plzzzz... =\ call me ks? den we'll see wad wi can do? heh -muackz-
- i wan dat pretty braclet from tiffany!! =\ -
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11:55 PM
shessh.. i got like 3 soci assignments and 1 maths assignment and 1 stats test... i think i'm gonna die soon.. zzzz... heard frm my classmate todae dat SIM is gonna bi de 4th uni in sg.. oh alrite.. kewl.. but.. i guess i'll still stick to the UOL prog... i do agree with my lecturer dat itz better.. at least dats how wi feel.. but of cuz.. itz more stressful and all.. -shrugs-
new year is juz round de corner and i haven gotten any new year clothes @ all! shessh.. i'm juz too bz.... studying? LOL.. i guess i'll bi getting juz jeans and tee dis year... no time for elaborations... anyone wanna go shopping with me?! 1st wk of feb ks? jan is bz bz bz for me :< poor meeee =\ pity me plz! someone.. anyone! =x
opened a campus acc with UOB last wk.. aha.. finally.. have been wanting to do dat for yonks.. so now i'm juz waitin for my cheque book, campus card n my visa mini to be mailed to me.. weeeeee... heh..
jeri's coming back! meeting brina on fri! so happy! heh.. i haben seen brina for so long!!! poor ger.. sprained her ankle... luCkily she has py to take care of her... lol.. and bb has been complaining... y everyone call him dannyboi! loL.. wads with de danny boy sia o_O" he sae make him sound so cute when he's not.. lol... ok my dear.. u might not be cute to urself but u're cute to me.. dat enuff k? :p anywayz... i'm juz so excited!!! lol.. thurs going jo's 21st bdae chalet.. fri meeting my darling brina.. sat wrking with my bb.. and jeri would bi back by den!!!! happy happy happy.. lalala.. lol...
oh yes.. 1 more thing.. apparently i went sentosa last nite with danny and erm.. i kicked a brick? and it caused a wound on my leg.. and now my leg hurts.. so... when u ppl see me.. plz becareful with.. my leg... ok? lol.. do not.. i repeat.. DO NOT step on my right leg.. TY! =p
-trust is like respect.. itz earned not given-
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5:43 PM
haven seriously blogged for quite sometime.. hmm.. y? cuz i really duno wad to blog.. -shrugs- lately.. my health aint so good.. got quite a few asthma attacks for de past weeks.. my heart beats faster den usual.. wonder wads wrong.. shall go to de doc maybe after my moCk examz...
haven really been meeting up with anyone... bz accompanyin danny.. lol.. well.. but at least i alwayz go to sch! lol.. and everyone has been rather bz OR broke to go out.. oh well.. i think i shall leave all my entertainment and stuff to after de mock examz.. sorry guys... examz come 1st... :<
me: i like guys like zaizai..
danny: zaizai yandao meh?
me: cute ba...
danny: puix.. cute meh?
me: -pts to tortoise in car- cute...
for ur information.. i bought a soft toy tortoise for danny... itz green has big eyes... and danny names it zaizai... lol...
tired.... i'll go take a rest... blog agn.. maybe tml... nitez ppl
-so near yet so far-
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2:18 AM
i'm feeling fucked up.. i duno for wad rhyme or reason.. but i'm juz feelin fucked up... argh... kill me -.-
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4:54 PM
lol.. ok.. i've a confession to make.. i'm attached... jeri.. now u knw wads de coming clean all about.. lol.. ok.. i'm attached to my boi.. he's my boi and i love him.. LOL.. fark.. dats like all u guys needa knw rite? lol.. okok.. u cant expect me to list dwn every single lil aspect of him on my blog rite?! lol.. anything juz ask oki? and it also prevents some nuisance from knowing too much.. haa..
right now i'm wrking... @ my friend's lan shop.. itz onli 2 daes old.. and i onli wrk on sat.. so peeps.. if u have nth to do.. come find me! :p ok.. i'm really not feeling dat well.. guess itz due to lack of slp.. guess i better not stare @ de com too muCh.. have been staring @ it de whole dae.. blog some other time.. love ya guys! :p
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2:15 AM
last post i said i had to come clean.. and.. yep.. i did.. i came clean.. i told brina... haa.. a couple of ppl knw.. well.. lolx.. :p anywayz.. jeri is coming back soon.. very soon! so happy!!! hee.. finally gonna get to see her.. miSh ya ger! *muackz*
finally got de UOL examinations registration form.. de RELC thingy.. shessh.. my examinations fees is 1389.. abit lower den i had expected.. lolx.. i did up my study plan... gonna do 2 chapters of econs per dae.. read up abit of soci everynite.. revise stats after econs... maths... i guess i'll have to leave dat for de last... cuz i'm really really hopeless in maths.. shessh... uncLE!!!! when u gonna help me!!!!! :<
i'm now @ qihe's shop... woah.. de screen is killin me.. i duno y.. but it juz makes me giddy.. shessh... spinnin spinnnin.. lOl..
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10:45 PM
i'm seriously in a freakin bad mood.. nahz.. not cuz anyone stepped on my tail.. de day has been pretty good.. lotsa lil stuff happening.. but i think itz due to de lack of sleep or sth.. i've been feeling really really moody... i juz snap @ anyone.. shessh.. i'm really sorry to whoever i lost my temper to.. i'm really sorry.. thou i guess he wun get to read de blog =\ but i juz feel bad.. itz my freakin biz dat i'm in a bad mood.. shldnt have vent it on anyone.. if anyone shld bi getting all this sh*t .. itz me.. =
new year was nice.. spent it at sentosa.. nah.. not de countdwn party.. was a beach bar... i kinda hate crowds.. i tend to feel giddy.. overwhelmed by de amt of ppl.. and i'll juz start biting @ everyone.. haa.. isolate me... probably can try putting me in de IMH.. shld do everyone good.. lol..
i'm gonna start wrk on sat.. will bi wrking @ qihe's lan shop... sounds like fun.. well.. itz a frend's place.. so u gotta do ur best and not disappoint him.. am i right? i suppose so.. -shrugs- loLx.. nahz.. i'll do wad i'm supposed to do.. to put it simply.. dats to.. do my job... lolx.. lookin forward to it... wonder how it'll bi like.. heh..
wed is my cute ger's bdae.. i already have an idea of wad i'm gonna get him.. but i seriously dun have de time to make a trip dwn to orchard to get it for him.. -sighs- so many bdae comin up.. but i'm juz feeling so freakin lazy.. wad to do wad to dooooo... looks like i gotta go wreck my brain bout wed.. lol..
realise i have been neglecting lotsa frends.. due to.. i duno wad.. -shrugs- juz couldnt find de time and energy.. i duno y.. i'm still findin an ans.. and i need de ans badly.. dis is affecting me really badly.. i feel so bad.. i miss dem soooo muCh.. but i juz feel so helpless dat i cant do anything bout it.. i wanna juz see dem all and give dem a big big hug.. but now i feel so helpless bout myself... shessh.. i duno wad to do.. -_- but anywayz.. dere are a few issues dat i've been hiding.. looks like i'm gonna have to come clean... i'm still contemplating.. i duno if itz de right time.. i definetely hope so..
was tokin to someone todae.. and he said sth like dis..
"god ...pls help mi with my fats ....eat them up pls...." lol.. it was funny.. cant stop laffing bout de sentence.. lolx...
and i told him..
"god.. eat mine up too!" haa.. ok.. i knw.. i'm lame.. but it is funny! =X
-was it something i didn't say.. when i didn't say i love u-
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11:49 PM
