thurs....
went to ktv with ju jo bbm pk and bikey.... had kopi session @ spinellis b4 heading to partyworld for ktv session.. met qihe and wendy too.. no much comments on SOME ppl... i choose not to comment =) makes moi blood boil onli.. some things happened dat dae.. those who went shld knw.. i choose not to mention on de blog.. but.. still.. sorry.. pk.. really sorry.. =(
fri......
met moi sim classmates @ suntec.. i was really late.. so sorry.. was held up by bad traffic.. wkend traffic really sux.. sat at coffee bean for awhile and had to rush dwn to orchard to meet jo.. so sorry i couldnt stay.. i felt so bad.. but i gotta accompany jo.. sorry guys.. next time ks? =) met lynn and jo and ju at far east.. had dinner @ ramen ten.. de ramen was quite good... maybe i cuz i like soupy stuff.. lol.. met jo's younger bro.. julian... for de 1st time.. quite good lookin like wad ju said.. lOl.. den wi decided to go over to coffee bean @ paragon for some chit chatting session.. wi sat ard till bout 11 and jo was tired.. jo and julian went home.. and ju.. lynn and me decided to go dwn to devils for a lil dancing session.. met john (aka loti) and his frends @ devils.. apparently ju was dere to look for him? i'm not quite sure.. but anywayz.. de LIL dancing session.. turned out to bi a kinda long 1.. we went devils @ 11+ and left ard 4+.. de whole nite i was dancing at de dance floor.. haven done dat for a long long time.. de last time i did dat was when i was clubbin with vinnie.. kinda reminds me of de past.. de rest dat happened.. i choose not to blog.. cuz.. doesnt really concern me.. and i said moi piece to moi dear lynn already.. i dun wanna repeat agn.. =]
sat.....
met jo and qihe for dinner.. went to nydc for dinner.. qihe ordered WAY too much food.. wi juz cant finish it.. i ate till i wanna puke man.. lol.. den lata on i went dwn with qihe to devils and met bikey and pk dere.. ju came lata on.. we celebrated qihe's bdae @ devils.. baobei was dere too.. with mommy daddy uncle adede.. apparently... lotsa ppl were dere @ devils... but de 2 tables were so far awae.. i had a hard time squeezin ard to get to de tables.. met celia aka ange_gal for de 1st time.. she's sooo pretty! and she's soooo cute.. lol.. i like her alot.. =D itz nice to meet ppl dat u like.. i met ayukie oso! wanted to meet her for so long already.. but din mange to tok to her.. cuz some some stuff crop up.. and i had to run ard devils... kinda really really bz dat nite... sorry to everyone dat i neglected!!!! i'm sorry!!!! next time ks? juz grab me and tok to me!!! :p
sun......
met jo ju qihe and julian @ taka.. went for dinner @ crystal jade la mian xiao long bao!!! had a hard time findin dat place.. lOL! apparently moi dear ju ju has a nv sae die attitude!!! lOlx~ thx to her nv sae die attitude... wi got to eat dere! heh~ de xiao long bao is good.. really! itz not juz.. OK... itz GOOD! lolx~ u guys shld try it.. really! try going to crystal jade la mian xiao long bao and eat de xiao long bao! itz.. GOOD!!! lolx~ went to coffee bean @ paragon again.. lOlx~ tok cok agn.. u knw.. moi newest idol ish julian.. han xiang.. jo's bro!!! lolx~ apparently.. his jian fei is soooooo cheng gong.. i wanna bai ta wei shi!!!! lol.. i was sooo interested in how he did it.. i kept askin him!!! lolx~ and he's nice... and cute.. lol.. but wad de hack.. most impt.. he's really good @ jian fei!!!! LOL!!!! okI.. i needa jian fei oso.. ah crap... lets see how long i can manage dis.. :p
toked to jianrong kor bout moi probs juz now.. i realise... he really gives good advices.. and he understands how i feel.. i alwayz keep things inside me till i feel so breathless i cant breathe.. after telling him everything.. i feel so relived.. and he's not like others.. he can give solid advice.. i'm really so glad i have such a kor.... =) thx kor.. u're really wonderful... really.. thank you so much.. =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIHE(28/11), BAOBEI(29/11), JIANRONG KOR(29/11) AND JULIAN(29/11)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL DE BEST TO U GUYS.. MUACK MUACK MUACKZZZZ! lolx~ :p
-suddenly.. de skies are cleared.. i see de sun and i go out to play-
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4:27 AM
i'm in one of moi moods agn.. it alwayz happens.. especially during moi bdae.. itz a love-hate relationship between me and moi bdae.. i love to countdown to moi bdae.. but i alwayz feel moody juz b4 moi bdae..
cried last yr.. de yr b4.. and de yr b4 and b4 and b4 and b4! y m i alwayz cryin on bdaes!!! mommy sae cry on bdae bad luCk.. no wonder i so suay -.-''' wanted to go devils.. ask a simple qn.. yet no 1 takes me seriously... i guess i'll juz go elseware den.. sometimes i really hate dis bdae issue... bahz.. hate everything.. so moody now.... time to go sch.. hate sch too ...
-i hate everything but u-
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8:26 AM
i muz muz muz muz slp early! i almost couldnt wake up for moi test todae! luckily ju ju called me up.. rushed moiself to school after i receieved her call.. read up moi stats on bus.. kinda absorb some of de info.. cuz i was really really slpy.. i feel asleep for like.. 10 mins? lOlxxx.. pathetic amount of slp i've got..
totally buanged de farking test.. i was de 2nd to come out frm de room.. i wasnt really feel good.. woke up with like a bad bad flu and a slight headache.. sometimes i really think all these tests are giving me too much stress.. 2 tests in a wk.. consecutively.. wad on earth man.. i handed in a blank paper todae.. dats like.. 1st time in moi life man.. i alway study for moi test.. either i study and go.. or i dun study and i dun go.. i've nv dun study and go.. i dun like handing in blank scripts.. juz did moi 1st todae.. din feel good .. -shrugs- dun have a choice thou.. looks like i juz have to work harder for moi next test to make up for it.. next test.. distinction!!! piece of dan gao (quoted from jianrong) lolx.. :p
went for bbf @ KAP mac after de test.. apparently me ju stanley mervyn all kelvin all duno how to do.. cham ah.. our class ah.. horrible -_- notorious for dis kinda stuff.. dis is wad i call... infamous -_- de guys all went for second round.. breakfast cum lunch together i guess.. but at 11am in de morning? sounds kinda.. scary.. stanley ate 3 burgers! man... i'm amazed! but still.. no 1 can beat delun's 4 burgers for breakfast.. dats like.. freakin scary when he's so skinnny.. lolx!!
went to walk ard cold storage with dem after breakfast.. i like shoppin for groceries.. but not todae.. i'm so so tired i dun feel like carryin anything.. another dae maybe.. gonna go over to stanley's place to teach him how to make tiramisu! lolx.. i love makin cakes!!! weeeee heh..
have been readin up on karl marx since i came back.. tryin to absorb all de alienation.. pauperization... revolution.. killin me man.. wad to do.. i have a presentation tml.. report report reports!!! aw man.. lol.. tml econs test chapter 1-5.. i'm done with 123.. gonna study 5 lata.. 4.. guess i'll leave it out.. better to knw 4 chapters well.. den knwing juz de basics of 5 chapters.. i juz hope for pass.. not really in a mood to study.. more in a bdae mood!!! moi bdae ish coming!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee i'm so happy!!! heh.. hope moi mood will stay dis way till bdae... no more cryin for bdae dis yr... i hope..
- happy.. shalalala.. itz so nice to bi happy.. shalalala.. everybody shld bi happy :p -
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4:59 PM
shessh.. had a hard time waking up dis morning.. i'm juz so so tired.. i had actually planned to wake up early and study for everydae for de past wk.. as it was break week.. but i ended up going to KL and den going for class chalet.. and lastly.. ZOO! moi whole wk was so damn packed.. i had no decent time to study.. i did abit of filing on saturday nite.. moi notes are stacked in moi cupboard all clipped up nicely.. but juz no files to put dem in.. -duhz- school was alright.. as usual.. i mean.. how diff can sch bi? u see de same old nice ppl.. and of cuz.. ur usual irritating ppl.. i shall not mention names.. but sometimes.. some ppl juz piss me off.. i guess i juz choose to ignore dem.. dragged myself to lot 1 after school.. had to top up moi farecard and buy a file.. i went to popular in search of de biggest ring file ard..
reached home @ bout 3.. went online.. got suanned by pk(like wads new..) i installed de skype software and chatted with divine.. lOl.. poor divine... i din even knw wad i was sayin when i was tokin to him.. i was already half asleep.. ended moi convo with him and went for a nap.. i cant rem how long i slpt.. i onli rem dreaming... i was dreamin bout him and.. suddenly(i had this) moi fone rang.. y is it dat de fone alwayz has to ring at de most non suitable time.. i guess i shld juz silent off moi fone next time..
attempted to load some mp3 onto some webby but failed.. i need some place to host moi mp3 so dat i can put some music on moi blog!!! hey peeps.. if u guys knw of any webby to do so.. tell me ks? de mp3 ish kinda big.. ard 9mb? lolx.. i knw itz kinda big.. but dats de onli version of de song i could get hold of.. i dun have a choice ya knw... heh..
after this i'm gonna do some revising.. i have got like a stats test tml and an econs test on wed.. 2 tests in a wk!!! SIM muz bi nuts.. but itz oso good as it means no tests on moi bdae wk!! yea..
-天天想你 天天問自己... 到什麼時候才能告訴你... 天天想你 天天守住一顆心... 把我最好的愛 留給你-
p.s ( for those hu cant read de words.. itz actually chinese.. itz...
-tian tian xiang ni tian tian wen zi ji... dao she me shi hou cai neng gao su ni... tian tian xiang ni tian tian shou zhu yi ke xin... ba wo zui hao di ai liu gei ni- )
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10:50 PM
woke up early in de morning todae to make sandwiches.. i made alot.. and i mean alot.. 20 pieces of bread! dats alot for.. 4 ppl? lol.. apparently.. i went to de zoo todae.. it was really really fun.. somehow or rather.. frm.. 6-7 ppl on de list.. ended up with onli 4 ppl going.. pk me bbm and ah jo... lol.. but it doesnt really matter hu went.. cuz itz de animals dat we are lookin at.. i saw lotsa animals todae! but de 1 animal dat i really really like.. would bi de white tiger.. i alwayz had this thing for tigers.. i alwayz think dey look really really good.. dey would bi 2nd to none... cept for eagles i supposed.. but 1 is on land.. and 1 in de air.. :p got suanned by pk and bbm de wholeeee dae.. seems like i'm alwayz de target -_- y me!!! y alwayz me!!!! :<
we went to this fragile forest.. itz kinda like an insect enclosure.. i was like scared stiff.. dere were lotsa BUTTERFLIES! dey kinda like freaked me out.. i duno y.. i'm juz afraid of dem.. den bbm took 1 of de butterfly by itz wings and wanted to put it on me... i totally freaked out... i screamed and hid behind pk.. den i tugged and pulled his tee and bag.. so paiseh!!! de lil kid kept lookin @ me.. even lil kids arent afraid.. but i'm juz soooo freaked out by dem... and it din helped dat pk and bbm kept scaring me with "lizards" and "kakas" and "butterflies" and "snakes" all de time.. >.<~!!!
lol.. but.. actually.. i really enjoyed todae.. i haven been so happy for quite some time.. it was relaxing to get awae frm all de clubbing, studies, computer and stuff.. feel so good.. so refreshed.. wi left zoo @ bout 4 and went to orchard.. we went to partyworld @ hello singtel to sing ktv!!!! lol.. i laughed till i had stomach cramps!!! pk and bbm were sooooo funny! especially bbm.. dey were makin fun of de songs dey were singing.. and makin funny noises thru de mic.. i could onli sit dere and laff.. loLx~ i sang frm ard 5 till 6.30 den i left.. cuz i had to go for dinner.. itz moi granny's bdae u see.. :P i really really wanted to stay! itz really fun being with dem.. dey absolutely brightened up my dae.. i haven felt so happy in a long time..
- thank you pk.. bbm.. ah jo.. =) -
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9:35 PM
was tokin to moi di zhiwei last nite.. and he was complainin dat i dun update moi blog.. -shrugs- too bz i guessed.. lol.. bz doing nth.. well.. de new layout dat u ppl see.. de credit goes to him.. nice eh? i like de bunnies.. i wanna get 1 of dem.. juz 1 will do... but i'm still thinkin ware i can put dem..
been playin some mmorpg (baileys had to correct me..) lately.. itz called.. maple story.. yea i knw.. farkin lame game eh.. i cant quite rem wad made me play de game.. but somehow or rather i juz started playin.. it was fun initially.. but now.. with all de cheats and stuff.. i kinda think dat itz kinda sick.. well u dun cheat when u play game.. it defeats de whole purpose man.. but well.. after these years of gamin.. i realised 1 thing.. in games.. u either become better frends.. or worse ones.. over de years.. i've made some pretty good and trustworthy frends thru gamin.. but oso some ware u can see their true colors after sometime.. no mentionin of names thou... dey would knw hu dey are.. i hope.. anywayz.. i guess i'll bi quitting de game.. soon.. as soon as jy2 starts running.. itz byebye to ms.. and harlow to jy2... i guess dats de kinda game dat suits me more.. -shrugs-
somehow or rather.. i feel dat i'm drifting apart from moi frends.. recently i've been feeling so.. i've been feeling rather hated by ppl.. i duno y.. i juz feel dat way.. maybe itz true.. i duno.. i miss de times when i was young.. i miss de times when i din had to bother bout anything.. i miss de times when i could juz act like a lil spoil brat and get awae with it..
oh well.. i'm gonna go clear up moi messy messy room.. and boil some hard boiled eggs for zoo tml.. i'll blog agn tml.. after moi zoo trip! hopefully i'm still alive by den.. :p love ya ppl.. -muackz-
-sometimes i wonder if itz really good to be ignorant-
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10:58 PM
