i knw i haben been blogging for quite some time.. okies! i m lazy.. i admit dat.. i've been either slping or studyin.. studies are like stressin me up... okies.. i knw i shldnt bi.. since moi examz will onli bi next yr.. but i really wanna do well.. so much so dat it is stressing me up...
lotsa stuff have happened.. too much dat i cant juz put dem dwn in this post.. but well.. those hu are close to me shld knw.. :p
well.. guys.. thou my temper has really gone dwn lots.... as compared to when i'm in sec sch.. i'm soooo soooo tamed.. but well.. letmme juz make a gentle reminder.. incase ppl forget.. dat.. moi frends.. cannot not bullied.. thou my temper has gone dwn.. itz not 0... dun think dat i'm non existence.. trust me... u wouldnt wanna see me flare up.. and i hope i wun get a chance to.. =)
well.. i've been doing lotsa thinkin... and i decided on something.. well.. i'm gonna stay single for 6 yrs.. well.. i guess onli 3 ppl knw y... if i din tell u.. dun bother to find out.. cuz u wun get to knw (i dun like ppl pokin into moi biz...) itz really a very very personal reason.. and i'm not going to sae.. dis is a promise i gave to myself.. till moi 25th bdae.. i shall stay single.. :)
-it makes me cry juz to see u sad and it hurts me to knw dat u cried... i nv knew anything could hurt dat much.. till i met u-
p.s. hey bitch.. if ure not supposed to read moi blog.. kindly dun read it... =)
ingenue
11:21 PM
Today's my daddy's bdae!!! happy bdae daddy!!!! daddy happy drinkin tonite! i'll help u get more tissues.. lOl~!
went shopping ytd with ju ju and anella... bought my chanel foundation stilla blusher and 2 tees... cost me a bomb man... yeah.. i'm alwayz complainin how broke i m and i end up going shopping.. duhz -.- but i guess... dats how gers are.. haa! i had fun shopping.. we went to LV to look @ some bags... i told mommy i wanna get some of dem.. mommy sae she's gonna get dem for me.. but.. i need de catalog to tell her de model.. dis sux... cuz LV ran out of de catalogs.. guess i juz gotta wait.. >.<
it was kinda weird in school todae... cuz ju ju and anella aint ard... and i was whingy... lol.. i kept telling michelle i wan moi ju ju... lol... initially was kinda bored... during 1st half of de lecture... den during break... some ppl smiled @ me... hmm... i really like it when ppl have nice and sincere smiles... it brightens up like me.. rather den those with fake forced smile.. anywayz.. those 2 peeps brightened up my dae.. =) mr. "eh" came after de break.. haa.. ok.. itz desmond.. cuz i actually forgotten his name and called him EH.... and he kept disturbing me bout it.. was tokin to desmond bout de stupid game in my fone i din knw how to play.. and bout how good his tutorial grp is... really.. dey are good... as compared to us.. i guess we're de more playful buncha ppl.. even our econs lecturer said they are de bez tut grp.. but itz not affecting me.. cuz i'm juz gonna do my part in studying... dats all dat matters aint it.. :)
talked alot to ju ju de whole dae.. talked frm when i juz knew her.. till now.. dat we're in de same sch... i realise sometimes i let myself be too bothered bout certain things.. i muz try to let go of certain things... i shall learn frm ju ju and adopt de " i dun give a damn" attitude... i realise de more i care or am concern de more i m used.. i'm sick and tired of all these shat.. gimme a break man.. if any of those bull shit is to happen agn.. i guess i'm really gonna flare up... i've curbed my temper almost a yr.. i really dun wish for it to come back agn... but with all de nice ppl ard me now.. i guess i wun.. and i really hope i wun... :)
thx to all de nice ppl in my life.. as for de bitches and bastards.. f*ck off..
u have de sweetest smile in de world and it brightens up my dae..
ingenue
6:05 PM
i have not blogged for quite some time.. i was quite bz with all de tests i had.. i really din have de time to blog... i apologise... lolx~
i was admitted to sgh and juz got discharged on thurs... thx to everyone hu was dere for me... thank you.. u darlings are soooo sweet.. =] as for those bitches hu are onli capable of pissing me off.. letmme tell ya.. my temper is not getting any better... 1 more time u gonna piss me off.. u're gonna get 1 tight slap on ur face... and rem... dun piss me off... itz not gonna make life any better for u.... watch out for ur back.. =)
tell ya guys.. my docs were all so damn cute.. think doc nowadaes are soooo cute...my gastro is cute.. de doc in charge of me while i was hospitalised is cute... de doc dat came for de morning rounds is cute.. oh man.. i can stay in my ward forever... and even de A&E doc is cute... ok.. lets juz sae docs are getting cuter nowadaes... so much better den as compared to before... lolx~
went chill out after i was discharged... de escargots dere are terrific.. i love dem... shall bring u guys dwn dere some dae.. itz really niceeeee... went for movies and swensens with kelvin mervyn and monica... swensens was super filling and de movie was great.. white chicks... u guys shld go watch it.. itz good.. =)
went back to school ytd... saw my cutie.. oh i miss my cutie so much.. lolx.. he's like getting cuter by de dae man... i liked wad he wore todae.. he shld wear sth like dis... looks so much better and cuter.. lolx.. but he's juz cute anywayz.. :p
anywayz... i bought my ward num... 4d.. LolX~ guys.. plz pray dat i tio tonite and tml.. LOL... ty ty... loLx~
OH ya... and those dat owe me meals! all return xie xie! LOL.. i'm so deprived of food after being on drip.... being on drip really sux... -_-
brina ish pretty... my frend said.. and i agreed! =D
ingenue
3:09 PM
